Hi all.
I am writing this as an apology and to let you all know I will not be back on lush .
I came on here to just read the stories but when the chat room opened this changed.
I was here under false pretences as from the start I lied about who I was . I told everyone that I was single when in fact I am married and have a six year old daughter .
If anyone has read my profile lately you will understand.
Whilst I was here I started chatting with a few people and made myself out to be this person who could sweet talk the ladies. This was not my intent when I first came here.
I made some real good friends but it was all a big lie.
I would like to apologise to everyone of you for being a caniving piece of shit that I am .
To anastasia I especially apologise as I preyed on your weakness as a person and never considered your feelings.
To everyone else please accept this apology.
Because of my stupity I have not only embarressed myself in front of people I had the hide to call my friends , but I have also lost my marriage and any self respect that I had.
I am not here trying to get sympathy from anyone , I am only here to say I am sorry.
I would like to make a public apology to my wife even though she will not read this . I nevereant for this to go as far as it has.
I deeply regret what I have done and can only Blane myself for what I have done
Once again I apologise to everyone and iam deeply sorry for what I gave done.
New words for the day!
stupity....I am embarrassed
nevereant...I never should have 'antered' that damn chat room
Blane....my only friend in the world now
Grammer lessons, spell checking and rhetoric critiques on someone's mea culpa? Oh, for shame..
Pfft... Ha, ha, ha
It's like a feeding frenzy. But yes indeed DB, don't confuse, or mix, pixels with the concrete stuff. Oh well.
mea culpa? I only speak english.....please decipher.
All this drama, and you've only been here 4 months.
It's a shame you felt you needed to blame our site in any way whatsoever, when it bring enjoyment to 99.99% of people that visit. That's about half a million people by the way, per month.
I hope you manage to patch up your marriage regardless, unless of course it was for the best.
Yeah that's kinda bull that he felt the need to do that they had issues long before he found Lush as you said Nicki just about all I know come here for fun.
I think this is the perfect time to bust out the drama llama nic!
Is anyone other than me getting bored with the airing of dirty laundry in these forums...?
Sorry Fystee, mea culpa is a phrase from Latin. It means "my fault", basically. It's a statement of ownership of guilt. It's origins in common use are from the early Catholic church, but in modern times is used widely as a literary device.
And I agree LoisLane, one more teary apology on a chat forum, and I'm changing my avatar to Dr. Phil. (For those who don't have their time wasted on U.S. TV schlock, he's a TV talk show host, author, etc., who evidently is board certified counselor somewhere.)
The next question would be...who is getting sick of all the drama? It's an erotic chat not a cheap version of a soap opera. I thinki it's time to get back to the basics and rediscover why we are here. Let's get it together people!! Wow and i've only been here 2 months and I've figured that out.
No one can make you jealous, angry, vengeful, or greedy -unless you let him.
- Napoleon Hill
, and some of 
, a little of this 
damn he is hard to catch that dancing dude 