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PORNOGRAPHIC MEMORY.
I’m on Hal-40. He is my first desktop computer, from Compaq. I refuse to call him Hal-4000 because he only has a 40 gigabyte hard drive. This wasn’t a problem around 1999, but considering that my pornographic world was about to be shattered, it certainly was about to. Enter the world class anus of Alisha Klass.
November 8th 1999, 7:46pm
I’m 16 years old, and I’ve just downloaded Score. Considering the perfection of this program, relevant to the time, the puntastic fact that this is indeed my greatest score so far, does not escape even my young, yet hyper-intelligent mind. It is one of the first Peer-to-Peer programs, and even preceded Napster. I’d heard rumblings of Napster’s popularity, at this time, but being the pretentious egotist that I was, I decided that simply downloading MP3 files was a bit beneath an advanced computer specialist like I was. Being the next Bill Gates or Steve Wozniak, my young mind never considered a future of anything less than stellar perfection. The unrelenting ass-kicking of the world had not yet begun. Luckily I had Score, and my world was about to dive down the Rabbit Hole, as I took the Rainbow Pill.
November 10th 1999, 9:12pm
I’ve been messing around with Score, and its settings, for a couple days. Our 56 Kilobit modems imposing a meta-throttle on our ambitions and dreams of bigger data files. Having never used Peer-to-peer programs, as they were a complete novelty at the time, I eventually got the program to work. This was one of the first programs where the files could resume from where they left off, once the connection had broken off. I already had my AOL settings in place, connection-refreshing software installed, so that my connection was constantly pinged, and kept alive by the software. Score itself probably would have benefited from having a ping-refresher, built into the program, which may have given it better legs against lame-ass Napster. 20/20 hindsight is perfect I guess.
November 10th 1999, 9:58pm
I’ve gone through all the basic searches that most teenagers go through. I found the Metallica files, that were being prevented in Napster. I then quickly discovered that Score was vastly different from Napster because I could find file types of any type, and not just music. The largest videos were mostly around 30 Megabytes at this time, so I resorted my results to isolate smaller videos in the 5 Megabyte or less range. With sudden inspiration from my Id, I gleefully searched for the word ‘Ass.” I half-expected to be sorely disappointed. You must remember how much more difficult it was to find free pornography in these days. I was intensely surprised when the search results slowly piled up, and eventually the window became so large, that the scroll bar popped up, so that I had to scroll down through what turned out to be hundreds of search results. One of these results turned out to be the one that would change my life forever. It was titled “girl cums into other girl’s mouth.” It was a very tiny video, less than 1 megabyte. I thought it was worth the download. It certainly was worth that and more, and it took me down a detour of pornographic obsession that still is a large part of my life till this day; one which I’ve actually benefited and learned, as opposed to suffered in despair, with pornography being the one addiction that can help improve one’s awareness of life and sexuality, as opposed to just robbing one of control.
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