Dust slowly floats by through the rays of the sun.
As I open my eyes, the morning's begun.
I can already tell today's gonna suck.
Sixteen hours of HELL, it's just my luck.
And my plan to never wake up didn't go so well.
And those pills I took... just make my head swell.
And for some reason I can't remember the last time you were here.
As if it didn't happen at all, and that's my greatest fear.
Forgetting your smile or the smell of your shirt.
I'm still here for a little while and it's too much to bear.
When I look at pictures of you, but I can't see your face...
I'm becoming unglued. I'm getting erased.
You were the best part of me, and now that you're gone..
I really don't see anywhere I belong.
Except here in my bed, hiding under my covers.
Remembering when you said we would always be lovers.
It's like you knew time was ticking away.
And nothing I could do would convince you to stay.
Then you took your life and left me all the rest!
All this heartache and pain! This hole in my chest!!
Where you used to stay and keep my heart beating,
Now living each day, just feels like I'm cheating.
Then I think about what you said and maybe hope exists,
that I can get out of my bed and stop living like this.
I'll always be sad, but I won't be depressed.
Sure life is hard, but I've gotta keep living the rest!
Today is brand new, and I see through different eyes.
As I think of you, and finally. I Rise.
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